The new job is insane. I have never been so busy and it's only day two. The only way I can even post this is because I'm covering reception for half an hour so I'm essentially immune to people asking me to do things. I can't complain, I knew it would be like this. In contrast my last job was a total doss relatively speaking (although people did tend to creep up behind me and bellow things about missing revenue on a frighteningly frequent basis). I do have a head cold that could frighten a small child at fifty paces and is enough to put me off oysters for life which is draining my ability to feel dynamic. Perhaps when my sinuses open up and the first week is out the way things will seem slightly less surreal...
S and I saw each other on Saturday night for dinner, drinks and a sleep over. He stayed at mine which was lovely although in my drunken haze on Saturday night I did whisper breathlessly "I can't believe you're here; it feels like a dream!" He had the good grace to ignore that comment and not tease me the following day for being such a complete girl but I was fairly embarrassed all the same. It was true though - he makes me feel so amazingly high each time I'm with him that sometimes it does feel like a dream. I will make a mental note not to share these thoughts with him in future.
He sweetly rang me on Sunday night for a chat and to wish me luck for the new job. I'm besotted, I'm a smitten kitten...but the cards are remaining close to my chest. I can't afford to give anything away but it's getting harder and harder to resist.
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